Ughhh

I'm fucking pissed off, the scale is hidden in a new spot, now. I'll have to wait till I get to go to my grandmother's house sometime so I can weigh myself then. I am pissed off at everything today. I feel like I'm getting stuck and can't lose any weight at the moment. I hope it's just in my head, but I'll find out within the next couple of days, probably, whether I've been losing weight or not.
Today I had less than half a 90 calorie carton of yogurt. For lunch, I went out to eat with a friend and ended up getting a chicken salad. There was way more chicken on the bowl than salad. I tried not to eat too much. Had a little less than half of it, I think. Not sure. I did a lot of picking around and stuff. I feel like I had way too much chicken, though. Hopefully that's just me. My stomach told me different.
For dinner, I had 60 calorie bread slice with maybe 30 to 40 calories worth of raspberry jam. I also had some grapes with it. But I usually don't count fruit's calories. Impossible to gain weight off of fruit. At least, it is for me...
Anyhoo, today was a sucky day. When I went out with my friend for lunch, it was for her "graduation party" and her sister, boyfriend, and friends came too. I didn't much get warmed up to any of them. I suck at meeting new people. I felt so unwelcome. Good news though we went to Hot Topic and I got a couple of pretty cool bracelets at least... There are some clothes there I think are sooo cute. Like with the whole "gothic lolita" touch... I didn't bother to get this really cute skirt though (I really wanted it) because I don't have any tops that match the same style. I need to change my entire wardrobe! All I wear at home is boring teeshirts and sweatpants. I have a couple of outfits I reserve for when I go out, since I don't go out that often. I basically live in sweatpants because wearing jeans makes me feel enormous. At least until I get down to a size 0 again...
Still pissed about the scale business. Ugh. I hate my family sometimes.