I cut last night. Pretty deep, i guess. I have been bingeing today :/ i feel horrible.
To top it all off i've been pretty numb since last night when i cut. I'm hoarding my nightly meds till i have 20 to OD on. & this time i won't go to the er. Hopefully i'll die from it, if i don't i'll at least get high :)
Anyway, it won't happen till next week. That's how long it will take to hoard up the pills..
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