14.6.11

Second Thoughts

So this morning i'm having second thoughts about not eating. :( I am so hungry i really wanna eat. But i've been making progress so there's no way i'm gonna give up & eat. I feel great. I know it's all in my head, how i already feel skinnier, but i would rather feel skinny & not really be skinny than to feel fat when i am fat. I'm just weird...
Man do i love fantasizing about eating food. It's too bad I can't though. But oh well. I'm getting so much better at resisting food. I'm proud of myself. I wonder how long i'll be able to go without food today before someone makes me eat...

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