OH MY GOD

I am so triggered right now! I just wana lose lose lose weight. I feel like such a failure for eating so much this week *cries* I can't believe i gave up that easy! What the hell!! I am in a HUGE need for fasting..seriously. I din't even wanna THINK of how much weight i've gained here in europe! What is wrong with me??? -.- Just wait till i get home. Just fucking WAIT.