Tonight

God i love the feeling of hunger. Since i can't cut i'm enjoying the hunger pains. <3
Didn't eat anything since after lunch time. Not gonna eat breakfast tomorrow either. I <3 this eating disorder. Please let me lose weight. I feel horrible; my stomach is bloated & it's kinda cramped. -.- But i'm proud of myself for not eating any of the delicious looking food, especially the dessert. Just keep telling myself i'll feel horrible about myself. That's pretty much how i'm makin this work. I want to lose weight so bad. :(