I'm not going to be
posting on this blog anymore. I've decided to give recovery another shot, this
time without having to go back to treatment. I still would kill to be as skinny
as I used to be, but have to keep reminding myself that there is more to life
than being thin, and waiting for the number on the scale to be low enough. ED
is full of SHIT. My friend from treatment, HER friend from treatment ended up
dying today from her own eating disorder. I don't want anyone to have to deal
with losing me thanks to my starving & puking. Fuck ED. I don't need my
eating disorder to define who I am anymore. I doubt anyone's reading this blog
anyway, but if you are then you need to get help now before you let ED take
over your life. I'm not letting it take over mine any more. Not ever again. I
know I'll end up relapsing eventually, that is inevitable. But I don't have to
let a relapse cause me to go back to treatment, or even worse, die. I'm ready
to move on with my life. I have college to attend to, I need to learn how to
drive, I need to work on getting a real life for myself.
Best of luck to
everyone else out there is trying to recover. <3
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