Well today I made some more progress in my math class, which is a first in my life. Usually I'm terrible at math but this class I'm enrolled in is quite easy.
School is getting really annoying. Well, namely the other students there. Seriously, would it kill you to not shun or ignore me? xD I know I'm weird but I'm not a fucking leper. Geez, it's like being in high school again. Makes me feel like shit again and I miss cutting/starving/purging.
But I don't have to turn to any of those anymore. I know I have real friends who actually care about me, so none of the assholes at school matter. It's nice to be able to leave school and come home to music, family, and messaging my best friend.
Really, though, I would so be DEAD now if it wasn't for music!
I friended Vas Kallas on facebook and I doubt she'll friend me back, but oh well. I knew it would bother me for the rest of my life if I didn't grab the opportunity. When I get really sad or lonely I really just wish I actually knew Vas. It would be fucking awesome if we were friends. But alas, my life is boring and pointless. :/
I'll have to settle with only listening to music and texting/FB messaging my friends. (Cuz all my friends don't even live near me. That's the downside of keeping friends from treatment centers.)
Le sigh...